Today, is the beginning of the Add and Drop Session in Centre for Foundation Studies, International Islamic University Malaysia (CFS IIUM). I'm seriously in the verge of everything that's negative. Part of have this sense of giving up, but clearly I don't have the luxury to let go of anything right now.
I am someone who are totally in to something when I'm at it. Unfortunately, I've got myself into way too much "it" to actually be "at it". I have a lot of things to sort out. It's not that big though. It's just that each of this "too much" have a meaning to me for I have reasons to be involved in all of them at the first place. Many says I'm pushing myself too hard. Then I wonder, is it really like that? Or is it just me being held up by my laziness up till now? I have this feeling of I can pull them off if I really try.
I'm pretty much confused. Don't have much to say. I decided to calm myself first for now, and sort things out. I hope I 'll make the right decision. All is well. Assalamu'alaikum. (Peace be upon you)
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